I really appreciate the messages.
I am scheduled for an 11 am intake at a hospital tomorrow. I simply can't manage myself right now, and I have the full support of my husband. Pains me, as it will be a big lift for him managing our children while I am gone.
I took a package, and left my job. Amazingly, I was offered a promotion when I told them I would take the buy-out. But I need to focus on my health right now. My sobriety is gone.
I will report back when I come home. I love this site, and again, feel very luck to be part of this community.