hi
Helo paintballguy i have just read your post and found it to be very powerful and from the heart. I love people who say what they think as i am one of those who sit on the fence too scared to jump one way or another. I too was under the impression that aa was the be all and end all. I wont go there also because of the religious side of it as i am not religious. I am only on day 2 but previously i have managed 7 weeks sober with just my own determination and the support of these lovely people here at sr. I dont know if i can do longer i will try and maybe i might not be doing it the right way but other than this way i am not sure what else to do i just keep telling myself that if i am capable of 7 weeks then i can do 8 or 9 or even a year who knows. If you want someone to talk to who is not using aa i am here. Take care. Tizzkins