Hi and welcome.
Believe me you're on a well worn path leading to sobriety if you’ll work for it. It’s a fact that isolation is a very poor way of living for us alcoholics. There is a difference between alone time, which is good and isolation.
This site has some very good people with good suggestions along with the people in AA who have traveled this path for many years and understand the rigors of life.
Try to get to meetingS in your area for the good life you deserve.
BE WELL