Another day is done. I took 1 & 1/2 today and did ok. Not a lot of energy during the first part of my day but I powered thru it. I spread out the medication just taking a little at a time.
One positive thing I've noticed is that the less I take, the more patience I have. I mean ALOT more. To be honest, I was a border line bitch at a higher dose.
I'm sure it's because my thinking was cloudy and I was constantly frustrated because of that. My husband definitely notices the difference. I was starting to become withdrawn which is just a sign that I'm relapsing into abusive drug use. I never took more than I was supposed to but I would take it all at once to change my state of mind. I guess I will abuse anything eventually.
Good I hate this constant battle of having to go thru cravings and always wanting to change my mind set. I just want to be at peace. Without pills.
Tomorrow is the same and then Monday I'm going to take 1.
Goodnight!
