Originally Posted by
TennantSmith 
Thanks everyone.
The urge is crazy strong. I don't know if it's because I'm allowing myself to think about it. I just know it's not letting up.
It persistent because in the past, recent past, it's worked. You've caved and drank. Like a baby who cries because it knows it's going to get picked up, your AV is going to test your limits.
You want your AV to quiet down? Stay sober. Because a relapse is just picking up the crying addiction baby.