Originally Posted by
foryoumyson 
Another thing when I don't drink for a few days I remember everything I just play everything I've done in my head good or bad even like something I did when I was 5 is that normal ?
For me yes and I know there are lots of others on here who can relate!
Whatever has happened is done already though and it's going to take time to let it go. Don't let it eat you up, it's the first day of the journey! The journal can help with that too :-)