Originally Posted by
ZaBoozer 
Hey alex,
I am not going to say you didn't ruin it, but hang in there. It shows something that he came to help you at 5am. You never know what the future holds. Work on your sobriety for now and all things will eventually fall into place. What will be, will be.
Be safe and be strong.
Cheers
ZAB
Hi Zab,
I don't think it meant anything to him. He told me the only reason he came to save me was that he was brought up this way.
But feeling sorry about the whole situation won't change a thing. I'm just praying hard that I wouldn't have a relapse. You can say everything but if you don't change it means nothing.
I'm so glad that I posted here. I'm feeling so much better today and I will be going for AA meeting later.