Originally Posted by
Scared1234 
I fight and I fight and I fight but no matter what happens throughout my day, I know deep down inside I can't live without Alcohol.
Actually, deep down inside you know that's a load of tripe. Fear of sobriety is a hallmark of addiction. I know, I was immersed in it.
Billions of people live without alcohol. It is 100% possible.
Your relationship with alcohol is master and slave. It doesn't have to be that way. You choose for that disadvantageous relationship to continue every time you drink. Change is possible, but it won't happen by believing you're the victim with no say in what happens in your life.
What are you going to do to make this your last day one?