i just looked ..100 days!
i am rounding the bend , i believe! I bought some great walking shoes and joined the gym down the street and finally feel able to breathe again. the craving for alcohol is gone, infact, i developed somewhat of an aversion towards it as i was drinking really rot gut s$%t!
I think i may investigate going back to AA soon. I was too feeble to face the outside world this past winter . I actually was not that fond of Spring's arrival as i got quite comfortable in my hibernation, but all thngs must end.....
AA can help me as i have been inundated with remorseful thinking about my drinking past and i believe the Steps can alleviate that mental anguish. Havent posted much but decided to check- in today.
thanks