Originally Posted by
misscostalot 
It's such a gorgeous day here and automatically my thought turn to meeting up with friends in a beer garden of a pub.
I have had a couple of emails already from friends asking me to go out tonight and have politely declined their offer. I just know I'll give in. . .
This may sound stupid, but why on earth do I feel like I'm missing out? It's not like something amazing is going to happen and life will be great from this night on, but that's honestly what is going round my head at the moment. Kind of like "If you stay in, you'll be missing out on a great time. . . "
Is this what is known as AV?
This will be my first weekend sober for a long time. . .I guess I'm just nervous.
Thanks for reading.
Hey there,
This is going to be my first weekend sober too. Hang in there, you are not missing out on anything. And if the AV messes with your head, just make bargains with yourself - maybe in an hour. And when that hour arrives - maybe in another hour. Eventually it will be to late to go out.