For crying out loud, Jeremy. You post and receive only seven responses in less than an hour so next comes this?
There are hundreds -- thousands, perhaps -- of people on this site, all with the same goal: getting sober. At any given moment, they need support and attention, too.
Everyone -- including me -- wants the very best for you. So I'm hoping you don't feel this message is persecuting you. But you've got to get some perspective. You're a smart guy. Think.