Bless you for save Junior.
I sorry, Trach, I not my self. I learn yesterday that my niece try to kill her self. Cuz she come from same f*cked up lineage as me. Total depress nihilist who not able to see future of any promise or enjoyment. If it count, I try really hard, for many year, to get her father to help his girls, but he as dead and depress inside as me, due to our own abusive parenting, and so is no help for them. You think I dark, you should hear this kind of misery come from mouth of innocent 15 year old. Is total heartbreak. Is like seeing you own life repeating. I want to help them. I not can help them. I not even recover from my own childhood or able to help my self yet.
And yes, freaking tell us you story. That is most interesting thing to me. Is WHY this happen. I know why for me. I not know why for everybody else.