MM,
I tapered successfully, too. Anattaboy was supportive and that helped. I had to taper because I was drinking too much and like you, I had similar concerns. I had lots of water and a BP monitor, thermometer and a pulse oximeter (for asthma) to monitor my vitals.
I 100 percent took the taper seriously; I stayed accountable by checking in here. I can really dedicate myself to anything if I have a fire in my belly. My motivation was to detox safely so I would never have to do it again.I haven't drank since I finished the taper. I had a year of sobriety before a 6-month relapse. The detox was miserable, even with the taper.
I felt lower than a worm, completely ashamed of myself during that time. I felt like I had no choice. I couldn't get away from drinking - it was as if I was dead already - I wanted to die.
Please take care of yourself!! We are all here for you!