I want to scratch my skin off
I don't know anymore. I just want to scratch my skin off. It's 3:50 am. Been up since 2:15 am. Restless. Restless for the last two days. Not wanting to do anything not even sleep. I go to meetings. speak to my sponspor. do service. do the steps. Have a higher power... and yet i want to crawl out of my skin. Most of the time I don't even know what they are talking about in meetings. Six months and I feel like hell quite honestly.