Hi.
Unfortunately being addicted to alcohol and facing the losses we face we still listen to our AV.
I was faced with what you are +.
I immersed my self into many AA meetings and followed the program even when I didn’t want to. Many years later I’m still at point of being comfortable in my own skin.
It’s been proven to me over the years that continued drinking WILL bring me to an institution, imprisonment, dead or living as miserable alcoholic instead of a content one.
Alcoholism is progressive and will never get better while we continue to drink.
BE WELL