Thank you all. You are all so kind and helpful. A good nights sleep did wonders for me. I'm still disappointed that it was so easy to pick up without even thinking really. But it is what it is and now I just need to focus on moving forward. I haven't had too many serious cravings in these first two months, but after that sip it's all I can seem to think about. Just trying to keep busy right now. Gonna take a look at the links Dee posted an maybe try to figure out a plan.