well... I was going to start stopping today.
That was over by 6am.
I wake SO exhausted and weary.... SO tired....
I go straight to that coffee because I feel like I can't even function until I've had a couple cups.
Then once I've had those couple.... I'm discouraged so, "Hell with it, I'll have more".
Then it's 9:30 and I'm having my fourth (VERY STRONG) cup....
maybe tomorrow..... this merry-go-round is getting to be almost as bad as the booze. Just that the consequences arent' as severe.
blargh.