Welcome to the family. We understand you like no one else because we are you.
Why not join us on the 24 hour thread. We commit each day to not drink for 24 hours. It's the #1 tool in my sobriety toolbox. Many who have posted on this thread are on that one too. It's a phenomenal group of people!
I think one of the most healing things we can hear when going thru something traumatic is "Me too." or "I get it."
Me too.
I get it.
Hugs & love!