Dop, thanks for a great thread! So many times a thread in here touches apart of me I have never talked about but simply accepted. I am healing now by the grace of God but I, too, have been where you are.
MG-isn't funny how so many people find truth, wisdom and solace in your posts? You truly are a gift from God to many of us. I am sorry that you are struggling today, but you said that in a few days you would see clearer and I believe you will. I have never seen anything keep you down for long. You seem to have an endless well of support and love and I have truly grown so much reading your posts. I agree with searching...God speaks through you!
Much love
~piggle~