Hi and welcome back.
There is not much wrong with confidence as long as we keep REMEMBER WHEN close to the front of our thinking. With your sober time you should remember the drill which often starts with “the first drink gets us drunk.”
Yes it’s work in the beginning but gets easier with that 4 letter word, time. I was encouraged with “KEEP COMING” EVEN IF I DIDN’T WANT TO.
The long term results can’t be purchased but worked for : being comfortable in my own skin.
Good enough for me.
BE WELL