I am just not ready to talk face to face
Just to recap: my ex and I have parted ways now that he is sober, and after 16 months of me trying to get him sober, he is doing great, I guess. He has been sober now since Feb. 2nd. anyway, we live in different cities, and on Monday he heard I was in town ( not from me) and he called to have dinner and talk. and I thought about it and called him and told him I couldn't. He wants to meet up again today, he just called me. I am not trying to punish him, I am sure it is good intentions, he says he wants those that have been there for him to know how much he appreciates them. But... I can not do it. I just am not ready. but... i feel bad...