Jen, I am so sorry for your travails. Since coming back to the U.S. from a gazillion years in another country, I have become quite aware (and unfortunately cynical) about the job situation/health care n in the U.S. There are so many English-speaking friends on this site, but as empathetic as they are, am not sure that they can comprehend the utter insanity and the crazy stress that U.S citizens are under. I don't want to say any more, but just want to iterate that I understand the utter craziness of the health care system here. I could go on and on, but please forgive... I have struggled with this situation for over ten years. Anyone who has it figured out the craziness deserves my utter respect. Please forgive me, since I know everyone is suffering, but....