keep your eye on the goal M ,
mood and motivation come and go depending on what interesting things are going on .
There is a whole world of things to do , learn and see . What turns you on in life ?
What things could you plan to try ? parachute jump ? marathon ? singing on stage ? acting ? painting ? Volunteer to work with humans or other animals ?
It's a wonder being sober because for me it's given me a huge sense of personal empowerment and a give it a try attitude with life , there is no telling where you will end up as you have been carrying round that deadweight of drink / addiction , just give it time , keep on trying
