OMG toooo funny cuz I do the same thing with myself.
Though I dont remember the last time I got drunk (opps ok, that vegas trip) but I love my wine and drink it often. SO because of all this I have questioned myself if I have a drinking problem.
Because of history (family/me) I know I have to be very careful too cuz I learned to drink as a self medication method... so for that Im careful too.
BUT through theraphy and classes I feel that my fear right now is more based on what I went through with my ex-ABF... so Im also careful not to judge too harshly.