So funny cause I think we can all relate... I've had my times, and anytime anyone drinks, I cant help but really get nervous about their alcoholism. But the funny thing is, I feel I can drink and be just fine, matter of fact, I can get wasted and not believe I'm an addict or ill.
After visiting AA a few times, I'm a little afraid I will one day get this disease as they say its a progressive disease and I would never want to wake up one day realizing I'm an alcoholic. I dont want to go to AA for life and I dont like what I see in there...
I have been thinking of giving up drinking period... or limiting it only to social drinking and even then, keeping it very moderate (never getting drunk party).
My point though is, its funny cause I'm very nervous when I see someone else I like drink, but I think its ok for me to do this... hmmmm something probably worth really thinking deep and honest about with myself.