In my drinking days pretty regularly after polsihing off 15+ beers i'd pop 2 ibprofin and a couple sleeping pills because i'd always wake up in the middle of the night skin crawling sweats feeling terrible and taking these pills helped keep me down for the night at least. That feeling i'd wake up feeling I did not realize was more then likely withdrawels form the booze.
I was an idiot for doing that and mixing other stuff as well.
there is a line in the movie clerks where dante is always crying about how "I'm not even suppost to be here today!" mad he got called into work on his day off etc..
THat line always sticks with me given my past history more then likely "i'm not even suppost to be here today" But for some reason I am.
For some reason you are too.
I'm glad your here.