Is this normal??
Hi guys
I am still here and doing OK. Things are looking a bit better and I am beginning to detach myself from him. I am hearing on the grapevine how drunk he has been, how many women he has been with etc... and Im beginning to thing I have had a lucky escape!
I have had a couple of nights out with friends and I am slowly beginning to feel OK about myself. I met a guy last week. He was really nice. well educated and we shared so many interests. It was so good to be able to have a normal conversation. I know that sounds daft but my conversations with exAB before we really one way!!
Anyhow as I said we got on well. I do not want to get involved with anyone and that has been made clear but I think he could be a lovely friend.
OK this is the problem. We met for a drink and I watched his drinking like a hawk. I felt so bad, really guilty. He is not my partner - yet I was watching him drink. I even asked him how much he drank weekends etc!!! I apologised but felt so bad. Is this normal???
Can I also thank you all for your prayers and support.
Katie