This isn't a huge deal, but in early sobriety everything seems like a huge deal.
If you think you won't be able to abstain, don't go. There will be more camping trips.
You don't have to discuss your abstinence with anyone now or in the future. You can if you want to, but it isn't necessary to success with sobriety.
The problem is that you are obsessing about it - and a lot of that is going to quiet down with continued sobriety.
I think you will feel much better if you just make a decision to go or not go.
Take a breath.
