Thanks Dee, its just one of those times when everything keeps going wrong , we have had one thing after another break down on us and major things at that (with my husbands business) mechanical, we get one thing fixed and something else goes wrong , its costing us a fortune and with no work coming in , so things have been tense at home. I am constantly stressed , I struggle with anxiety at the best of times and I just needed to find some relief. Its no excuse I know but it did give me the release I needed.