Day 2. Man I think day 2 is always the worst for me. Not because I want to drink, but because the anxiety is overwhelming. I beat myself up all day. I am just sitting here realizing how behind I am in life and it probably has a whole lot to do with having been a drunk for all these years. I want to get this under control so I can get a gripe on my future. I think I need to go post in the mental health section, as I feel I am losing it lately.