Originally Posted by
needtostopthis 
I cant believe I am typing this. I FAILED. Day 1 again. I feel stupid for even posting here. Everyone is doing so well and I just cant seem to shake this. I feel so ill today. I was so dumb I went to a bar last night. This is getting out of control. I haven't done the bar thing in a long time, so I know I HAVE TO STOP.
Don't ever feel stupid for posting here! Be proud you came back and posted here. You still have this! You still have the desire and will, you get stronger each time and learn something new each time! Congrats on Day one. Tomorrow will be day 2. See you tomorrow!