Originally Posted by
FeelingGreat 
It's good you've stopped now, while you can, and haven't destroyed your life yet. Have you found any support like AA, or a counsellor? I ask because we often start with great sincere intentions, but support kicks in when the motivation fades.
So far just here and my therapist as far as support goes. My wife has been a huge supporter of me which motivates me to the extreme.