Glad your here Philly
Took me 3 months to get sober when i did i stayed sober today im 20 months today it is possible theres ppl on this site with 33+ years of sobriety ive heard of 40 year chips thats older than me im 32 thats seriously inspiring letting me know its possible & so it is for you also take it by day/hours and find your acceptance there doesnt have to be any more slips
If you ever want to chat vent etc send a pm bud