help
I keep slipping up! I'm in LA for work, stayed sober the first night but last night I had "one" beer and then... I went to bed at 4am. eating fast food miles from my hotel on the sidewalk of a street in a shady town. I have an 10 hour work day ahead of me, standing and tLking to people all day. feel like death. not only physically but mentally.
help
I come here and I post, and I feel better. I'll stop drinking for a week then BAM.
how can I change? I'm scared to go to AA. I am scared to admit my problem but I AM AN ALCOHOLIC.
I don't want to upset anyone for complaining on here and posting the same thing over and over but I don't know where else to go. I wish I could go to sleep instead of to work... just want to push away these feelings of guilt and inadequacy!
thank you all so much for any encouragement.