Dear Dop,
Please consider yourself hugged!
Your are so honest.
That's what it takes for me to grow....
Maybe this is one of those times when a door closes and a window opens...
and it's hell in the hall....
then I pray for the window to open and complain about the draft...
I know today some pain is nessary for my spiritual growth but misery is oppsional(?)...
Hope you can hold on to these one-liners.
Sometimes they are all I can remember when I am in the hall.
Blessings