As my dog runs around through the living room and I sit here drunk and haven't walked her today, but I am such a loving person. LOL. I guess I am just a selfish, wanting, idiot, who doesn't really appreciate what I have. Even if, she is just, a dog. I guess that is better than nothing.
And maybe I just do not accept what I have in my life. I can't help but hope for more. Hope my life isn't just about having a dog. It seems so sad and pathetic, but to who's standards, I guess, right? Except my own.