I would like to have a job or career that I actually enjoy. There was a time when I made my living entirely through music, performing and teaching. For the last few years I've simply "had a job" that pays the bills.
I would also like to continue my education. Get a master's degree or maybe a second bachelor's, but I'm not sure which direction to go with that. Getting a master's in music would certainly make me a better musician but wouldn't necessarily open up a lot of doors job-wise. Being able to teach at an institutional level would be the big one there. But with a second bachelor's (perhaps in management or accounting or something like that) I could make the move into more upwardly mobile positions, but being in my 40's it seems a little late to start at the bottom and try to work up from there.
Anyway, whichever way I choose to go, right now I am just focused on sobriety. Everything else is hingeing on that.