Originally Posted by
Tang 
Acid was my DOC. Problem there was I spent too much time trying to find the answers of life inside myself and not with other humans. I stopped developing social skills needed to survive and cope in this world. In the end I was left feeling lost and lonely. I won't go into my alcohol dependence here, that was my attempt to fit in.
Same with me. It's very easy to crawl into a shell when your "shell" feels like the right place to be. You can be a complete shut-in wasting time and brain and yet you can feel like some kind of monk or higher being. Odd state if affairs, that. I never felt so lonely as I did during my acid phase. Even being with people didn't help because we were all whacked out and unable to hold conversations so I felt just as alone.
How are you doing now, Tang? Did you find you were able to help your social problems through time and effort?