SwiftHeart.....Going through a divorce and the usual grieving over the lost relationship will be small compared to living through the misery that you have been going through.
It will be short-term pain for long-term gain. The pain of living with a cheater alcoholic who is no where near recovery goes on forever...and, only gets worse.
They almost always come crawling back, don't they???
You sound like you can see what is going on. Even now he is quacking!!
There comes a point when you just gotta do what you gotta do.
dandylion