To find serenity, and peace within my self. To combat my fears and face up to my actions. To learn to be honest with myself and other people. To stop letting rage or heartbreak be my default emotions for anything that happens, and to stop taking stuff so personally. To be a good friend to myself, and treat myself in a loving way.
If I ever get that shizz sorted, I don't think it'll matter what job I'm doing; where I am; or who I'm with.