Originally Posted by GettingBy
It's because part of me still wants to believe that he's not sick, and that maybe this time will be different.
I can't even begin to tell you how much I can relate to this. Never in my life did I ever think that I would be in this situation and I still can't believe it's happening to me. I'm constantly trying to tell myself that he just "likes to drink" and he doesn't actually have a problem...and maybe he can control it. But he can't. And that kills me.