If you can't stop like everyone else does, you belong here. Your choice is if you want to have this same thought and do these same things over and over again for years. I wish I had nipped this crap in the bud at your age, because then I wouldn't have had so many years of regrets, anger and mayhem. You belong here if you can't control your drinking all the time. Moderate drinkers rarely, if ever, even get tipsy.