Ah no its not detox its rehab. for like 1-2 yrs. daily prayers and focus on why lack of christian faith is the root to all addiction would be my issues.
Got some lansoprazole today and my doc put the frightners in me saying if i drink again i could die if something bursts and i bleed a lot. which i knew about from watching documentaries about alcoholism. but the depressed/self destruct part of me thinks thats a lil like giving someone who's suicidal a gun to hold. ok maybe im exagerating, im sure its a horrible way to die and im 3 days sober and no cravings. just wish my mood would lift
oh and i found out today that my community nurse is leaving. great. start all over with someone else. blurgh