That must be a good feeling for both of you to have your H, bring in a check, a BIG CONGRATS for that
I am so glad that your dog does not have to have expensive surgery, I know how costly that can be.
Something that you said just struck me. It makes you angry because you like to hear the talk but you know he wont do the walk.
That is so me, I know this about him, I am satisfied for the time being anyway, knowing he is full of Sh***. Maybe this is where I drift off out of reality, and I am in my comfortable fantasy world called denial. I wish someone was there to slap me and wake me the hell up.
I was worried for a long time, if my H gets better he will leave me because he doesn’t need me anymore, I was worried if he doesn’t get better, he was going to leave me because of the path he is choosing to go down.
It also pisses me off that his two second apology begging for forgiveness, satisfies me enough. Especially after a night when he is using everything under the sun as an excuse to go have a beer and relax.
Mine apologies for being such a A**** hole, and if he don’t hear what he wants, or if I don’t except his apology, he may start all over again, until he thinks he can break me down, and then he will try to apologized again, and use the excuse I tried to apologize before but you wouldn’t listen and now I got mad again and I am sorry. I am really starting to see what he is doing now, he wants me so badly to react, so he can say see this is why I drink and blame me, or anyone that doesn’t agree with him, or just have a different opinion then he does he uses as excuses of why he is miserable.
I see it as a trap, it’s his game, and I don’t want to play anymore.