today this neeeds to stop
today I woke up with the most quilt and anxiety. I feel so upset with myself. Lately i caught myself blacking out every time I drink, so this weekend I figured because I've been noticing how much I've been drinking lately I thought I would have been able to catch myself and cut myself off. I just wasn't able to do it, I just got sloppy drunk on a binge ughh. I came home so hammered I wasn't myself. Alcohol has been a problem for me , which is really sad I'm only 25. I'm glad it hasn't got in the way of my schooling. I do have 7 year old son that does not need a have a mother like that. I'm glad I was able to find this website, I have been trying to stay away from alcohol for a while and just keep giving in . Today I'm done with booze, finding this forum website and reading other stories has given me more inspiration to successful sobriety.