Well yesterday was pretty horrible...m
and today was pretty great.
I called in sick to take the dog to the vet. (Figured it was a family sick day).
I spent the day just laying around and sleeping and regrouping.
Interestingly enough my husband and I had a long talk tonight about what is going on.
He is talking the talk. I KNOW that he is incapable of walking the walk.
It pisses me off that it makes me feel better to hear him talk it.
We need some couple therapy. Is it best to use another person than either of our therapists?
On a good note, he did get PAID today for the first time in 5 months. To him, that money is gold...not like MY freaking money that he feels he is entitled to gamble away.
I have SOOO munch pent up anger...I feel like I can let it go and then it creeps back into me. How can I make it gone forever?
In other good news my dog does not need expensive surgery...we will be able to treat his medical issues with slightly less expensive medication. Woohoo.