>>A loved one died under horrific circumstances and the trial will include autopsy photos, testimony, and various other horrible things that I would rather not fear.<<
Was going to hit "edit" to change that last line to "hear," which is what it should of said. But it feels a little bit like a Freudian Slip, so I'm going to leave the typo as is.
Any advice appreciated, particularly from those who have dealt with stressful trips or stressful family situations during new sobriety.