Great reply. May I ask, do you consider yourself back at Day 1 due to the oxys? I would think that prescription substances, taken for the intended purpose, is not a bust - but it open up a whole range of questions if one was a recovering opiate addict. Or a marijuana addict if they used grass for therapeutic purposes.
I'm starting to realize that I'm still overthinking things too much, and need to go with the flow. This has been an ongoing impediment to my sustained sobriety from alcohol. At the end of the day, the individual alone is responsible for their own wellbeing. If one person frowns upon me using something occasionally (even for recreation), then they're taking my inventory for me. I know within my heart, and some age behind me, what the problems are... and they are alcohol, but for the past year also cigarettes and coffee. The overeating doesn't really concern me at the moment although it's a lifestyle adjustment that I can address later.