Cheers zozo. .. I'm stupid I'm thinking well this could be it he looks well his eyes are normal. .. he's saying all the right things. And at the same time I'm thinking. . I don't trust him ... he's gonna use straight away. ... he's gonna fail...why won't he take his coat off... he's saying he needs me and wants me but I have to do what's best for me. ......
I know I need to forget him and get on with my life. I was doing good a couple of weeks ago.