It's great having a clearer perception of things. I think my lifestyle is just so different than it was that I feel like i'm living someone else's life. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin at times, even though i'm so appreciative of what I have now.
I've been taking in so many new experiences with staying sober, meetings, etc that I definitely do feel unsteady.
I think the memory of my struggles and who I was in the past bothers me. I also worry about losing what I have now.